# “My heart is like a country but half subdued” by John Newton

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- Published: 2022-09-13T13:30:45-05:00
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“We are all well as usual, surrounded with mercies on every side, and want nothing
to make us more happy than we are, but a warmer sense of redeeming love.

Blessed be God we are not altogether asleep, though too drowsy.

All my plantations flourish. The prayer meeting is well attended, and in general,
I hope, proves a time of refreshment; so that some of the younger, and more lively
sort, are encouraged to attempt another on Sunday mornings at six o’clock, to pray
for their poor Minister, and for a blessing on the ordinances. My children now exceed
two hundred, as I expected.

I shall be obliged to you to procure me what accounts you can, printed or otherwise,
of the Lord’s work in America. I have had some imperfect hints, but want to know
more.

I have heard of something remarkable in and about Long Island– likewise a schoolmaster,
that has had remarkable success among the Indian children.

Such as this is the news I want. I am little concerned with the treaties and policies
of the kings of the earth; but I long to hear of the victories and triumphs of our
King Jesus, and that the trophies of His grace are multiplied.

I want more experience in my soul, of that spiritual energy which is mighty to pull
down strongholds, to lay every imagination and high thing low in the dust, and bring
every roving thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ.

My heart is like a country but half subdued, where all things are in an unsettled
state, and mutinies and insurrections are daily happening.

I hope I hate the rebels that disturb the King’s peace. I am glad when I can point
them out, lay hold of them, and bring them to him for justice.

But they have many lurking-holes, and sometimes they come disguised like friends,
so that I do not know them, till their works discover them.

What a quiet posture Job’s affairs were in. The oxen were ploughing, and the asses
were feeding besides them– all in peace, and no danger near.

Who would have thought of the Sabeans coming to carry all away?

So it is sometimes in my experience. The bands of the enemy break in, hinder my 
plowing, spoil my pastures, and rob me of my store.

But the mercy is, that there are infinite resources in the name of Jesus.

One act of lively faith in Him sets all the rights, heals every breach, and makes
up every loss.”

–John Newton, [_The Christian Correspondent: Or a Series of Religious Letters Written by the Rev. John Newton to Alexander Clunie_](https://books.googleusercontent.com/books/content?req=AKW5QadNRxIpsP8Ct0BEok5yX99pq02FDG5H-ALcMg-NwqfwHlkBDUOOJJWLPFz1xP6Te6-yC48klsUOSGKnu_mI2VEXRYNXuk_1TAZ8mqmM69z0LNwGbc-LgQQxZ-PABSGogqJ_Af-EeudRjdkHViVt_MQDt_qdgKCFIlMnunsCgpvEX6MPl3WkWROifoNrmKrMKjVLFM6YsWeXNrBj9loThVimCX8Dv1iZrbqnPHYAnP5Jkj5MUJb6sYRXRFZIZW3DSooDUp7PiGex4Mt7i7Rz1XqyqwmifZVlZVaC3PigupYhwDHaV_c)(
Hull: George Prince, 1790), 76-79.

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